Yes, hello, I'm back from two months of emotional roller-costering. I gotta say that I'm still not stable, emotinally (very normal for a moody teenager).

It's mostly about grades and general life things... In Quebec, the fourth grade of secondary is very important for college application. I got good grades in the first school term, but in the second, which is now, I failed, in my opinion, several tests. In one test I got my first 70 something in the year and I flunked an oral presentation in Ethique et Culture religieuse. I treat my studies seriously and I guess I'd better push farther than seriously now. And, a not too bright friend and classmate and just people in general are beating me in English. That is not normal at all. I worry and it's pretty much killing me inside (joking, joking, it's not that serious).

And an other thing is that my school gives you points for volonteering. I think most of my school mates already did a lot of volonteering and I'm just starting this year. I'm determined to do my best, but being an annoying worry-a-lot person, I can't seem to stop worrying. I can tell you that worrying is not fun, not fun at all.

And, my garndparents are here. I haven't seen them for 3 years and I can't seem to be able to have a close relatinship with them. My mom keep telling me that I should talk to them and so on and so forth, but I don't have anything to say.

And, I'm starting to paint in acrillics and failure is plain to see. It just piles up and I'm getting depressed all over again.

And I hate some people in my class. It would seem that they put all the anoying little shits all together in one classroom. They anoy me to death and I wish I could bludgeon them to death with a hammer. By now you could probably guess that I'm not a very social person.

That's pretty much all I have to rant about. If you read all the way from top to bottom, then I say you are a patient person.

By the way, we can now, for a limited time, apply journal skins. Yay for ninja assasins...T_T